She blocks out the world around her.
Time passes by slowly like still pictures playing in her mind.
Where indeed does she belong, she wonders.
She thought she had it all figured out.
Then again, didn't she tell herself the same thing a long time ago?
It's the same crap just different day.
In the end, it feels like nothing has change.
Yet, when she looks back it all seems so different.
What matters?
Does anything actually matter anymore?
Noise.
She can't seem to hear it but she knows it's there.
She can't seem to hear it but she knows it's there.
Blocking out the world.
Her world seems so empty now without sound.
She's been trying to block out everything for such a long time.
Now that it has happened, she feels lonely.
It's not the same kind of loneliness but it still makes her lonely.
Does it matter anymore?
Should it?
So why does it actually hurt?
Why does it hurt so much?
She manages to Block out the world.
But right now at this moment, she wants it back.
Sakura's Memoirs
16 Dec 2010
12.22am
